wannabe.

army in 9hrs?
damn it !!

byee people !
 

enlistment tomorrow?
nabei !

im feeling down :(

currently busy with my work ! its damn tiring. tsktsk.
so just a quick update of what had i been doing weeeeeeks ago =x

working with wilson =D




went out with nicholas&wilson to chill.







meet up with wilson.

our differences -.- i look so weird !

normal !


more photos coming !
Sid's 21st birthday & working with RINA !
stay tune !

 

1. i hate it when people are disturbing me when i'm stress/tired/sad.

2. i hate to go online (if you all notice, i seldom online already).

3. i hate it when i have to wear formal to work everyday.

4. i hate it for being so stress during work !

5. my headache getting worse.

6. i realise, its limited.

7. i prefer alone.

8. DEAD.

i'm kinda having bad temper easily nowadays. i will start blaming&scolding over a small matter.
somehow, my mind is not right. i have been thinking lots of things about my life.
but still, i couldn't get any answer at all.

i feel that, im just a step away from depression but not those suicide type.
i'm not dumb until i jump down or kill myself, crazy -.-
i'm so depressed by everything around me.
everything changes so fast.

sometimes, i run away from my problems wishing that it will disappear but no use, i still have to face it in the end.
sometimes, i thought that being alone is better but i realise that i still need someone there for me in the end.
sometimes, its always sometimes.

everyone is equal, right?
but why 同人不同命 ?
i don't understand.
some people work hard to get and some people get it without working hard at all. WHY?
is life really that unfair?

i wish i can get in the army NOW !
i mean even thought i'm going in in less than 2 months.
but still, i wanna run away.

hopefully, my life will be better after army.

yesterday is the past, today is the present and tomorrow is the future.

Smoky Mountain Memories


You ought to go north somebody told us
Cause the air is filled with gold dust
And fortune falls like snow flakes in your hands
Now I don't recall who said it
But we'd lived so long on credit
And so we headed out to find our promised land

Oh and these northern nights they're dreary
And my southern eyes are teary
As I wonder how the old folks are back home
But I'll keep leanin' on my Jesus
He'll love and guide and lead us
The Smoky Mountains memories keep me strong

If I'll keep looking to the father
Keep our heads above the water
While the Smoky Mountains memories keep me strong

Heaven


Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me,
We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We�ve been down that road before,
But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

I GOT A NEW TOY !!



For full spec, please refer to here

From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

To feel the chance to live again
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Can you hear my call
I surrender all

I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

(if only i can sing like him)

a mistake and i LOST MY FRINGE !
O M F G !

im damn FREAKING UGLY RIGHT NOW !

I NEED A SHADE RIGHT NOW !
O M F G !