wannabe.

army in 9hrs?
damn it !!

byee people !
 

enlistment tomorrow?
nabei !

im feeling down :(

currently busy with my work ! its damn tiring. tsktsk.
so just a quick update of what had i been doing weeeeeeks ago =x

working with wilson =D




went out with nicholas&wilson to chill.







meet up with wilson.

our differences -.- i look so weird !

normal !


more photos coming !
Sid's 21st birthday & working with RINA !
stay tune !

 

1. i hate it when people are disturbing me when i'm stress/tired/sad.

2. i hate to go online (if you all notice, i seldom online already).

3. i hate it when i have to wear formal to work everyday.

4. i hate it for being so stress during work !

5. my headache getting worse.

6. i realise, its limited.

7. i prefer alone.

8. DEAD.

i'm kinda having bad temper easily nowadays. i will start blaming&scolding over a small matter.
somehow, my mind is not right. i have been thinking lots of things about my life.
but still, i couldn't get any answer at all.

i feel that, im just a step away from depression but not those suicide type.
i'm not dumb until i jump down or kill myself, crazy -.-
i'm so depressed by everything around me.
everything changes so fast.

sometimes, i run away from my problems wishing that it will disappear but no use, i still have to face it in the end.
sometimes, i thought that being alone is better but i realise that i still need someone there for me in the end.
sometimes, its always sometimes.

everyone is equal, right?
but why 同人不同命 ?
i don't understand.
some people work hard to get and some people get it without working hard at all. WHY?
is life really that unfair?

i wish i can get in the army NOW !
i mean even thought i'm going in in less than 2 months.
but still, i wanna run away.

hopefully, my life will be better after army.

yesterday is the past, today is the present and tomorrow is the future.

Smoky Mountain Memories


You ought to go north somebody told us
Cause the air is filled with gold dust
And fortune falls like snow flakes in your hands
Now I don't recall who said it
But we'd lived so long on credit
And so we headed out to find our promised land

Oh and these northern nights they're dreary
And my southern eyes are teary
As I wonder how the old folks are back home
But I'll keep leanin' on my Jesus
He'll love and guide and lead us
The Smoky Mountains memories keep me strong

If I'll keep looking to the father
Keep our heads above the water
While the Smoky Mountains memories keep me strong

Heaven


Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me,
We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We�ve been down that road before,
But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

I GOT A NEW TOY !!



For full spec, please refer to here

From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

To feel the chance to live again
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Can you hear my call
I surrender all

I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

(if only i can sing like him)

a mistake and i LOST MY FRINGE !
O M F G !

im damn FREAKING UGLY RIGHT NOW !

I NEED A SHADE RIGHT NOW !
O M F G !

when was the last time i saw you, RINA?
well, meet up with nicholas and RINA few days back. and we keep eating all the way in town.
looking for jobs and watching movie - sniper. oh, EDISON =x




my ice cream phone and her ???? phone =x I WANT LOLLIPOP PHONE !

finally she had a change in her hairstyle ! BANGS !

went zirca last week and i was shock by the crowd, i nearly can count how many people are there -.-
no choice but to entertain ourself (act high).
nothing much at all and left club before it close.

ohya, i saw some famliar faces like, jia le (i did take photo with her but i dunno where's the photo -.-), brandon, bryan and so on.
well, byee !

as you know, tampines 1 is newly open, there are lots of new shops which tampines mall and century square does not have it, like TOPSHOP, SPRINGFIELD, SECRET ISLAND and many more. and there's one shop called UNIQLO. Its from japan and i queued for 46mins !
yes, its pretty long and its not queue-ing for cashier, but is to get in to the shop !
well, the things doesn't really attract me after all. oh wait, there's one thing that attract me, which is BOXER -.- 2 for 9.90 only. LOL !
whatever, i going again next monday -.- to get more boxer and tank tops =)

cheers =D

seriously, i don't feel like blogging about this entry thats why i've been dragging it again&again.
my photos are limited as my camera broke down on me before i go for my trip -.-
some taken by handphone camera which SUCKS and some taken by my sis's camera.
look at the quality. how to blog -.-

the feeling is still not here.
bye.

12 June 2009.

fuck it ! fuck it ! fuck it !

i recieved my result, and im graduated :)

even tot my result isn't  that good, but who cares?
i just hope that i will pass, even without good grades.

its not that i hate to study, its just because the course is not my type.
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY? oh please.
rubbish !

today i was taking bus 966 to parkway and
the journey suddenly remind me of taking this bus with
sengleng&sandral. we used to take this bus to parkway
and play pool. how long have i last seen you all?

can i have a replay button in my life?

memories start to flash back when i was arranging my photos.

those were the times where i had all of them with me.

if nothing has gone wrong, maybe i will be happier than now.

those are my loves.

outside.
2 girls with the start of F and S
2 guys with the start of K and W.

even thought i din really lose them but we drifted apart, far far apart. we couldn't go back to how we used to be. the innocent us from the start and the fun we had together. F and i meet up once in a while to chill down but i know its not the same anymore. S is working and i went to find her sometimes, but still its not the same like we used to be. W is still with me even thought we seldom meet up now. K, i still remember all the funs we had, the days we shopped and the days i was at your house slacking.

inside.
3 girls with the start of S, N & K
(luckily i still have them)

i hope we wont lost contact after we graduate even though we will have our own life after that. I had all the funs with you all ever since i went into that school and met you 3. thanks :)

This few peoples are my everything, my everything. They taught me a lot of things which i don't know. They gave me love, care and concern. They are the ones who i care and hopefully won't lose it.

you all are missed :(

i may look happy on the outside.
but if you felt how i felt on the inside.

maybe you'll understand.

will blog again about my holiday trip.
still not feeling well :(