i'm kinda having bad temper easily nowadays. i will start blaming&scolding over a small matter.
somehow, my mind is not right. i have been thinking lots of things about my life.
but still, i couldn't get any answer at all.
i feel that, im just a step away from depression but not those suicide type.
i'm not dumb until i jump down or kill myself, crazy -.-
i'm so depressed by everything around me.
everything changes so fast.
sometimes, i run away from my problems wishing that it will disappear but no use, i still have to face it in the end.
sometimes, i thought that being alone is better but i realise that i still need someone there for me in the end.
sometimes, its always sometimes.
everyone is equal, right?
but why 同人不同命 ?
i don't understand.
some people work hard to get and some people get it without working hard at all. WHY?
is life really that unfair?
i wish i can get in the army NOW !
i mean even thought i'm going in in less than 2 months.
but still, i wanna run away.
hopefully, my life will be better after army.
yesterday is the past, today is the present and tomorrow is the future.